All the other goo that makes me tick

8.11.2014

Manic Monday


Just Another Manic Monday

            I'm on my 8th day of Abilify and still deciding what changes are from the meds and which ones are from my own personal growth these last few months. After the chaos of July with all sorts of family visiting; I was in a decent place to move forward in making things better. I had more motivation and drive to have a better quality of life. I'm more accepting of using meds as a supplemental tool to get back on track with the lifestyle I need to manage my bipolar. That I'm not dependent on them, but if i'm on them for a couple of years, i'm okay with that.

           All of that aside, I've gone manic this past week. Not full blown but some serious indicators that I need to get in check.

  • Less Desire for Sleep
  • Feeling of being fuckin awesome at everything
  • Wanting to work on 5 things at the same time and not feel overwhelmed
  • Rambling emails to friends and family
  • Can you say spending habits... ouch. [I've controlled it to where its stuff for the house, things we do/will eventually need or organizational things] but still, not a good grasp on personal finances

Check, Check, Check and more Checks.


It isn't crazy though, it's my productive state. I've done so many loads of laundry




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