Choose

I firmly believe in the statement that it is better to have loved and lost than never loved at all. There are hardships and heartaches that can seem to span wide open ocean. a never ending battle with pain and sadness. hate is love for a person you cant imagine living without.

to kenzie


the world seems broken
sadness and life-less smiles.
a broken heart is a broken record
that plays again and again.
you're analyzing every
word, thought, pray
trying to find some meaning.
in a chaotic love fantasy.
that hate you feel
its just not real lady
figment of the crazy imagination
use the crazy, messed up
and the "did I do that?!"
use all those things
that used to make you crumble
International Fuck ups like #4's fumble.
use that shit to learn life's lessons
through sadness there is joy
through pain there is pleasure
through love there is hate.
no, i did not mis-speak
Love and time are a mischevious beast
Love and hate can mingle together
its the peaceful balance of heartbreak
how can you hate the one you love
feels so un natural
you want me to not care
no way, no how.
Wont let go of that person.
There's a feeling deep inside thats screaming
"No, dont go. this one is special!"
then suddenly, in a fit of rage and booze
seem to realize that he's the fool
scream it out, let it known
you're done and fuck that guy
Its russian roulette with your heart
do you love or hate
hold on or let go
believe or say fuck it
I've done it all the different ways
loved, lost, and lost again
been through so much with you
the list that could stretch from
the icy north to dirty south
please believe my words
when I address my friends
Only want the best for you
tell the truth when I need to
but never ever wanna see you sad.
Love always has to hurt
it tells us there's someone else better
or to get up and fight for what you want
time is up.
gotta decide.
make a decision.
make a choice.
CHOOSE.
then live with what life brings you next.