Welcome back to the world of mania. Sleep doesn't seem to be a viable option at this point. Too much has happened in the last week that I'm not sure where to even begin.
I have been a 23 year old full into the San Antonio dating scene. Maybe I need a younger guy or maybe I'm just not ready to be in a relationship. Although, a long time ago a great friend once told me that I push everyone out of my life. If that's the case, good to know.
Parts of me feel like a dark veil was lifted. A far lesser evil than I have encountered in past moments. I live the way I do because of where I've been. It is at the doorstep of death that one sees real purpose. It is many years later that one understands what you saw that day. Every day that I continue without fear is another day I grow stronger.