If the abstract idea of every publishing something is still in the picture; i've missed out on capturing some huge moments. Writer's block can really suck at times but its worse when getting everything out could really help.
Where to even begin, the past few months have been CRAZY.
Crazy in the absolute best way possible. Full of fun, adventure, exploring, and a few heated conversations. Not sure of the exact number but my apologies to friends and family lately have not been a walk in the park. It's difficult for people to grasp and accept how sudden this progressed but this is the situation; you'll just have to deal with it. As my Dad always quoted; "Suck it up piss baby." so matter of fact, plain and simple. Brilliant!
I'm not inexperienced in life. My heart has been broken, cried my fair share of tears, had uncertainty in my future and was certain about all the wrong guys. Truly, I had the worst taste in men for a few years. I have LIVED. I will continue to live this life I have created. My life, my world. I sound like a bratty 4 year old right now but i've earned my happiness.
When you can honestly say that you have seen the very darkest place in your being and chosen to come back. Specifically a conscious, active CHOICE to live a different way that would allow your spirit and mind to grow. Thats when things really start making sense and a lot of little stuff goes away. There are billions of other people out there, if you focus on all of them instead of yourself then expect to fail on an individual level. Call it selfish, conceited, or salty; make you the #1 priority in all the big picture ideas and things will fall into place.
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