being a science nerd...research

I've slowly started realizing or just accepting some of my traits/characteristics/behaviors that I believed made me weird. Ironically enough, my personality is defined pretty accurately by a disease (s). Now if I'm me, but they just kind of match up thats cool. I swear though, if I could choose not to be this way I would. I don't choose to act, behave, think, feel the way that I do some days. Year 6 of recovery and now it's time to figure out all that psycho-babble. After they got the BP part right; it was a short trip of therapy before it stopped. I never quiet opened up and didn't get to the core of my issues. Without Further hesitation; my flaws and how they present in my life.. (I'll source all this at the very end) its research people.


*one last thing, i'm sharing things that no one else in the world has ever know...i'm okay. i swear*


BP 2~~Bi Polar II (Rapid Cycling)

• Normally associated with episodes of major depression and Hypomania. Hypomania is a less intense manic episode. Those with Hypomania are less likely to have the mania interfere with social or work life.
• Bipolar disorder is associated with severe and extreme symptoms. However, bipolar disorder symptoms are often not recognized or are confused with other illnesses, which can unfortunately lead to unnecessary long-term suffering. Bipolar disorder distorts mood and thought patterns.  
• BP people are known to block out large portions of their life. Memories are remembered when there is an intense emotional connect. More often than not it is negative, so few positive memories are retained. Distorted perception of the past, based on grandiose views on the world and its attempts to break one down into nothing. 

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